If i could some how , with one touch from my hand and it would magically. Vault you into my life so you could actually see for yourself that i am a very kind, thoughtful, soul . You would see the loss in my lifetime which has made me a very humble grateful man. The things i notice throughout my days from such agrand view of an amazing sunsets, or the laughter from a small child will stop me in my track to listen or see it may be my last. I am here on this earth to help our fellowam i guess i always seem to be in theright place at the right time when someone is in need either a few bucks for food or a ride on a rainy night maybe a blanket to stay warm a young man waiting for his parents after football practice alone so I'll sit with him an older gentleman trying to cross the street and just doesn't know which way to go I'm always there for whatever reason God tells me just to do the small simple task to help our humans get to where they're going or what they need and I have no problem doing this it's only in the last year that I realized that I mean there's other things . I'm seriously competitive I played college sports and I love a good rivalry my friends will tell you I'm quick to smile and twice as quick to make them smile it I love to make people laugh and smile because so much pain in the world and most of it has been mine every chance I get to forget and here laughter mine or somebody else's there's not even a second doubt and most of the laughter comes at my expense of what I absolute weirdo/ nerd/goofball guy. The name Pete is known for the Rock and biblical terms and I'll be selling the bitch if I'm not people break off me all the time I've been a loving and committed father for 20 years it's the only thing I was good at or thought I was good at and recently I questioned that. I don't watch much TV mostly just sports I played football in college and that's where you'll find me in the fall either hunting out fishing for steelhead and salmon and watching the Seahawks or the ducks when the game's on you might as well not even try to talk to me unless it's about the game. Sometimes I cry at a sad country song sometimes the stupid commercial and sometimes just for no reason at all I wear my emotions on my sleeve if you get me and you get my everything I mean my every fucking thing I'm loyal to a fault and I love to love I actually don't mind pdas open your presents Christmas morning I hate astro turf I absolutely believe in our rights to own guns I love my country but I don't love the people that run it. I'm looking for the one that I never have to lie to the one that I never want to lie to the one that makes me laugh instead of me always making everybody else laugh I'm looking for my best friend the one I can't wait to tell when I get home what happened in the day good or bad the one that loves me just as much as I love her and I don't have to ask for it or beg for it it just is